08.07.2012


How long did the flower needs to bloom?
Before its started to dying slowly and surely;
How long can I stayed in this circumstances?
Before I started to weeping full of regrets?

Flowers only bloom and mature once;
My love also just grow and come once;
So beautiful but fragile;
Already used to not going to disturb you again;

Really wanna to forget you but I can't;
Why is it like this?
Why fog of hesitation come to covered me?
Lost me in the indescribable feeling again;

Giving deep bitterly wounds in my heart;
Which is expand and shattered my heart into million pieces;
Heartfelt words are not truthful;
It just only set my heart to say a truthful lie;

Perhaps I don't love, I don't feel pain, but I can't;
Why did I think you were beautiful?
Why did I love you more than myself?
Why didn't you treat me equally?

Why?
Have I done something' wrong?
All my words are fade;
Like a Blossom Chrysanthemum paled then withered;

Being emotionless;
A dandelion flown away blown by the wind of sorrow;
My existence is unbearable for you;
Keep admiring you makes me torn a part by its;

Happiness is forever in shortage just like a flower which is mortal;
Counting the remaining days from the remaining petals;
Can I make it a little bit longer?
Memories of you slowly leaves;

Time will soon relieve you;
Disappearing too fast;
Leave the dust of regret;
Sighting full of woe;

Crying gently and howling like a lonely wolf;
Trying to release all the pain that must I suffered;
I know we can't be together;
Even I've already try to show my affection;

Even I've already try to take care of you;
Everything is so useless;
The rotten fragrance of the wilted flower;
Which is carried by the wind of sorrow;

Lead me to far away from you;
Fading all the memory;
That I ever had from you...

Poet

J

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