23.07.2012


Memories melt easily like snow;
Missing someone who I loved so badly;
Writing a rhyme full of metaphors;
Words are flying permeate through your vein but not your heart;

My pen is dancing back and forth on the paper;
Trying to describe how important is you for me;
Every teardrop is a single word which is unspeakable and can't be told to you;
Torment and heartbroken become one and eternal with the ink;

How long can these ink strokes marked before withered then leaves without traces?
How long can a sweet memory stayed in the bitterness?
Even you're afraid of pain, You're still carving it on my heart?
Writing a separation using a beautiful lie, Truthful but hurtful;

Love isn't easy as a fairytale which has a happy ending;
Happiness is just only in forever shortage in this mundane world;
Pursuing someone uncertain with every single word which is faded with her silhouette;
Million craving illusion which impossible to embodied, slowly incandescent giving strong vision about you;

Fog of longing downs giving treacly aroma which same as incense fragrance in the winter;
Being silent this fast, words will keep my indescribable feeling to you;
Tears that can't be stem, heart which is torn apart without residual;
Sighing full of regrets and weeping gently to hold my feeling;

Her voice is no longer here again when I need the most;
Sky which is blurred and isn't blue again;
Manifestation of dejected comes in million premonition;
Happiness enveloped by suffering and woeful;

Subtle feeling which is so wedge, inflicted million questions without answer;
There's no more opportunity again for me to be part of your story;
Melancholy that can't be rejected again, reluctantly learning to give you up although it's hard;
I say I'll cry because I love you more than you did;
Slowly you gone without seeing to back again, leaving eternally heartbroken that can't be fixed and rejected...

Poet

J

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